I awake n watch the handphone at 6.38-6.41am...3/9/2011

haha...in 6.30++ morning...i awake n watch the handphone..
i thought i will never end up this relationship wif him if  i dun say ''break up'' with him ...
but nothing is perfect as wat are we think...
in message..he say he with me x sesuai be together wor..
y i dun trust my sixth sense to break wif him early.......haiz..
i feel heartbreak lo....very pain....
i go take a cold water bath....but still cant make my mind calm down.....
haha......n i go his facebook check...
he is in relationship wif other girl....
how i accept all this tat happens suddenly without i set up the firewall....
n now....said all this is no use as all...
i still have 4 days to prepare my spm trial exam..
hope i can accept all this n calm down as fast as i can....